Dissociative Identity Disorder
[ore] no jinkaku wa hora hora hora...ohayou...hoka no jinkaku wa mada mada mada...oyasumi...
kagami ni utsutta {ANATA} wa dare
nanninme no [ATASHI]?
[boku] no jinkaku ga hora hora hora...kuzurete...
betsu no jinkaku ga mata mata mata...ohayou...
kagami ni utsutta {OMAE} ga mata
[ore] wo mitsume warau
shiranai uchi ni {KIMI} ga ite [ore] no naka de [ore] wo kowasu
o-mae wa [boku] de {KIMI} wa [boku] kuzure yuku jinkaku ni obore...
kizukeba itsuwari no {KIMI} ga soko ni ite
[watashi] wo mushibami koroshite yuku no
kono mi wa dare no mono na no ka dare ga hontou no [boku] na no?
osanaki hibi no gyakutai ga tsukuriageta uso no jibun
shiranai uchi ni {kimi} ga ite [ore] no naka de [ore] wo kowasu
o-mae wa [boku] de {kimi} wa [boku] kuzure yuku jinkaku ni obore...
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[My] personality is hey hey hey...Good morning...
The other personality is still still still...Good night...
Who is this {YOU} there reflected in the mirror?
How many other [I]s are there?
[My] personality is hey hey hey...crumbling...
The other personality is again again again...Good morning...
I see {you} reflected in the mirror, again
Laughing when looking at [me]
While not knowing it, {YOU} were there [I] will destroy this [me] inside of [me]
You are [me] and {YOU} are [me]
When I realised it, this deceiving {YOU} were there
You will eat [me] up from the inside, killing [me] eventually
Whom does this body belong to and who is the real [me]?
The oppression from when I was young has created this lie of myself
While not knowing it, {YOU} were there [I] will destroy this [me] inside of [me]
You are [me] and {YOU} are [me]
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It's barely visible in English, but Kyouki uses a plethora of ways to say "I", "me" and "you" etc.
There are four versions of each pronoun:
俺 [ore], 僕 [boku], アタシ [ATASHI], 私 [watashi] for I/me
and
オマエ [OMAE], お前 [o-mae], キミ [KIMI], アナタ [ANATA]
Plus, he combines almost all of them with either [] or {}, which adds another layer to the confusion... though all "I"s are in [] and all "you"s are in {}.
Especially lines like "You are [me] and {YOU} are [me]" are totaly asjdaksd wtf? www They make me wonder how many personalities there actually are... maybe/probably more than just two.
By the way, in the booklet it's written "[ore] no naka de [ore] wo kowasu" with a で (de), but I think Kyouki is singing it with a の (no). In the translation you wouldn't really notice the difference though. With "de" it would go something like "I will destroy this me inside of me", which meant locally (where will I destroy this me? - inside of me). Whereas with "no" it's more like "I will destroy this me (that lives) inside of me".
Thank you so much for the lyrics! I'd been desperately looking for translations. Thanks again, and, don't worry, I'll just use them for my personal use (:
ReplyDeletecould you please translate "Ayatsuri Ningen" and "FAKE" ?
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